There was a time when I wanted to cut my veins & calmly see the blood gushing through. Slowly forgetting every pain that I ever knew. As wet tears touched my cheeks & dried my heart & soul. I would have so much wished it could sew, in my life, the huge hole. With every drop of external pain, I would have prayed for internal tranquil. And when I would have managed to smile even in that intolerable unimaginable pain, I would have known somewhere its God's will. I would not have known if this unpardonable sin of mine would ever be forgiven, maybe because of the noble love till date to the world I would have given. As my body would start falling & my eyes close, I would just wish that if only...if only as always even in this despair I could have rose. Alas. If only. And then just before my last breath...I would wish against wish...may...may my heart now not yearn & be tempted for life more than death. For then...for then it would be too late...
~ Abhik Choudhury, December ‘09
5 comments:
its awesome dude... really loved ur creativity..
its seriously good....
a personal wish for those words to be true and yet false, your words simply defines how life plays a tug of war......
beautifully written and expressed thoughts that are burried deep inside the heart
“Just as your car runs more smoothly and requires less energy to go faster and farther when the wheels are in perfect alignment, you perform better when your thoughts, feelings, emotions, goals, and values are in balance"..
Deep thoughts expressed beautifully in words..Great work abhik..Good wishes for a bright future..
i just cant stop reading it whenever i open ur blog....this is the first one all the time.....before going to any of yours other creativity, i just love to go through this one first....
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